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Today is the day that my CORE expired. I used to think that after that, you will keep the widgets and you can't edit them. A shame. With Eclipse, individuality costs.

Here is how my page used to look like. It uses the Fairloke's Eclipse Page Profile Userstyles.


Thank again to Valognir !

DeviantArt - Userstyles - Fairloke Design Profile
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I found the download link for @Heidi's Pixel Maker Flash Software from the Valentine Contest 2010.

The link is below: st.deviantart.com/styles/swf/contestwidgets/coloringWidget.swf


Now, you have to download Flash or if you have Flashpoint, you can use the tool in FPSoftware and open with v32.0.


Don't worry about the "Potential Danger Error", the software is safe to download.


Show the love, guys!


I love the music
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Now that Portofolio will be gone march 31st (like Super Mario 3D All-Star), @team must make an option to archive the Portofolio. Saving works with the classic right click doesn't give the full experience when offline.

Portofolio Files

How the folders look like if saved all.


We should not let the works all waste before the deadline. And with the files, we can publish it on github.


It has been one year since Eclipse is now the current UI. Time go fast when we didn't publish anything on DA because reason.


Let's pay homage to old Portofolio before it goes away.

Portofolio CNA Screenshot

http://cartoon-network-comics.daportfolio.com/

This portofolio is 10 years old


Dang, the journal editor is a mess!

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Hello there


It's almost 1 year wince my leave from DeviantArt and the situation about Eclispse isn't changed yet. DA is doomed.


2020 was the shittiest year. Not only because of the drama on internet, movies, games... but because of the crown virus. It was the opportunity to get off the internet world and breath.


Also, an unfortunate event has happened. When I clean up my computer, I though I have two Picture Folders and delete one by accident. Some of the folder are sparred but our lack of knowledge on data recovery is lacking, thus, the files may be corrupted and unrecoverable.

And due to a misuse of a tool, a partition of the drive got inaccessible and we have to reinstall Windows (and more corruption).

I found DeepSpar but it is only for damaged or failed drive.

It has been month since I didn't use the computer.

My dad refuses to send my Hard Drive to a data recovery lab despise my money. It's a subtle saying of "your autism is more important than your being". Yes, in our country, when are handicapped, we gain money periodically. I have them, I have the right to learn mistake even if the process fail! I blame my bully victim past for turning my parent as over-protecting beings. My mom want me to have a job (she has jobless issue) and dad want me to stay at home.

And now, I blame them for giving me Asperger. Sheesh!


Here is a calendar of some "20 event" of 2020

January 20: I leaves DeviantArt because of @ayyk92, the community and the new UI

March 20: Animal Crossing New Horizons comes out

May 20: DeviantArt changes the UI to Eclipse, despise uproar, petition and Silent movement

July 20: Kuma_Hero_Ka joins Twitter out of desperation

September 20: ACNH reaches its 6th months


That's it. No matter if we contribute or not, nothing will be change.

Our effort is useless. Why bother?


See you later

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This is something I wanted to do and the time has come... I have never been fed that up. The straw has reached its last.

Nine years, I have been here for nine years since I was thirteen. I found this site out of PowerPuff Girls videos. Drawing starts to grown on me, even stronger when I got bullied at school and wanted to rid off my destructive, homicidal and suicidal thoughts. Thank to DeviantArt, it calms down. At the same time, sharing ideas, philosophy and striving originality was part of fun I enjoy but I never had in mind wishing for an artistic job yet my mom, who used to be jobless, saw me in this field.
But my drawings are the result of my psychological pain, it will be consider as cheating and unfair for others.
Is being an artist has to be purposely tortured? The same goes for any creative production.
Thus, my imagination is non-stop, never I get as you called "art block" (which don't exist). Notice the number of deviations I publish.

I quit high school on 2016 and started to read and write to improve my native language. I was ashamed to discovers that late their intellectual value useful for my creations. I call them "portable professors". I was hoping it will stop my happy-go-lucky imagination. I developed a judgement mind that reduce my naivety but also, despise how complex the world is, my black-and-white view like calling people stupid, ignorant or dumb and exaggerated view.

And I came back in the art community. Oh boy, look at how the world regressed. From SJW shenanigans to praising small things. The game community isn't immune to it. I am a gamer like many users but lose interest because games lose their value. Game industry refuses to play with the console potential and creating challenge. Since my childhood, I wanted to make a video game.
But they become nothing but a waste of time.
It doesn't stop here... The fandom worsen too. This leads me to believe the society is becoming dumber and dumber. Not matter how much we spam, point their flaws, showing this or that, criticize them and all that jazz, they refuse to learn an inch.
Call me a coward if you want but from the start, drawings was never a ''solid'' hobby. It was nothing but therapy disguised as a fun hobby. It was a drug. A soft drug I developed early.

I keep asking: what the hell is going around here? Is the world turn into psychological cannibalism? Where is all the work we have made before?

Oh yeah, I almost forget. The art community becomes a competitive zone. Instead of thoughtful arts, artists do everything to reach the highest views and, because on how society teaches them, consumers easily fall in the influence.
This bugs me a lot. It doesn't help that I have a huge hatred on achievements such as trophies and awards. I tried my best to avoid this mindset. Unfortunately, my envy grown up to the point to bring back my destructive thought that I desperately wanted to rid off. It worsen each day.

DeviantArt isn't the place for me anymore but I will never forget its moments. The joy and the struggle.

It's time to rid off this hikikomori mindset. Creative-minded fear to die physically. Unfortunately, I am one of them.
However, it doesn't mean I am leaving the computer. I will wandering on FictionPress or YouTube.

I am thanking you all for making DeviantArt a better place and making me a better person, both inside and outside internet.

After reading this, you will probably make a gift art for me. No, don't waste your precious time. I am watching you, imma-the-deer Think about yourself. You don't need me to be happy. Nothing is what make me happy.
Not to sound prideful, some will says I have a wacky and an inimitable mind. Well yes, but time to sparkles yours. I see potential in you.
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If you are gone, what happened to yours groups?
  • :iconcn-audrey-club: Archived for multiple reasons: member tends to add fan-art unrelated to CN by Audrey (remember, it supports the classic Cartoon Network and Boomerang) and a lack of interest. I miss days when you can wait for approval on over 10 arts.
  • :icongreat-giana-group: The newly Giana Sisters game releases on 2012 and we have no recent new. This group was made to fill the hole and collecting Giana Sisters drawings. I am waiting if I archive it or leave it to someone.
  • :iconpixel-chix-club: Archived because it is a dead trend. Sure, it has new fan-art but this isn't enough to continue.
  • :iconzep-house: This is the reason my departure got delayed (planned for the end of December 2019). ZEP series isn't popular in a English-speaking community but I have to find the rest of pictures before archive. The arrival of new members makes me hesitate.
Keep in mind it's not because those groups are closed doesn't means you have to create a new one. I saw members creating group despise existing before.

How can we submit your arts in our group after you leave? Whelp, my arts can't be submitted.

I want to use your characters or ideas in my art. Can I? Yes, you can use them, as long you credit it, I may see it. But before you do, let me quote Jurassic Park:
"Genetic power is the most awesome force the planet's ever seen, but you wield it like a kid that's found his dad's gun"
You will never know what consequence will happened. If you are resourceful and curious, you will found out what I am talking about. We live in an era where people lacks a judgmental mind and fall in influence easily. Strange how people fear change yet fear critic which help change in the right direction. I don't like change too, I want to conserve the essence but at the same time, I am stuck in a childish/teenage mindset.

If you didn't check Agenda 2, "Think wild" is my way of saying "Thinking outside the box". It doesn't mean Instantaneous Thinking, it's Instantaneous Thinking with Substances Behind It. You can't let an art like this, it has a purpose! However, my over-analytic mind causes to publish earlier and let the audience add meaning à la Rolland Barthes' Death of the Author. I love strange ideas as long they are developed.

If you have the urge to drawn this picture when reason told you not to do so...
''Do it. They will understand. And don't turn back. What have you done is done and it will be engraved forever. Endure your consequences.''
Even if I don't want to start a new storm, I publish these arts I didn't dare to before parting.

Don't forget to check my Scraps section.

I case you are wondering, it took me between 2 months to set everything. And I can't wait to show my drawings and philosophies.

Farewell, followers. May the artist be within you.

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